Overwhelmed Procrastinating

I have been editing lots of footages, but writing not so much. I'm watching Doctor Who two epsideos at a time. I'm currently on the first one and I watch the next the one live. A hour later or something.

Dear blog, I have something terrible to confess. I have nothing to write. I have random sentences, words to write. I am several lies that I have been telling since I was young and I'm trapped to tell until I die. However, I don't want to add anything and I have to write something for uni so I should focus on that.

I also want to read three books this weekend, which is basically only a Sunday now which is sad. They need to go back to the library and my life is so buzy. I am constantly fighting being overwhelmed with stuff I should be doing but also other people ain't doing it, so less concerning. Except, I want to be the best and I want to do everything to be the best. Finding the time to do nothing, but not reading. Why can't I procrastinating be slightly productive?

I have watched films. I have applied for one job and been immediately rejected. I somehow ended up being director for project without fight. I was expecting a fight about it? I'm filming it and not editing it, that's should be great as I hate editing (though satisfying and the rest is pointless without it). I'm starting to get tired again and had to pull myself out of bed. I need to be better. Though, no distractings next Monday, dinner out of Tuesday.

I still have this blasted cough, which brings me back to getting my lungs check out because of the whole childhood of asthma and lung infections. I've had it for over three weeks so according

I'm going to watch British Bake Off finally. Also knitting. I like knitting. Fareoff.

Sleeping is fun but wastefully.

Today was not productive in the sense that I stayed up to 5am just so I could exercise in peace, so by the time I had waken, taken a spin to town and finally sat down to do some writing of sorts it 6 a clock and then I feel asleep again. I woke up at eleven so it's a rush to get this out on time (that my story and I'm sticking to it).

My excuse is that I'm sick, also I have a messed up sleeping pattern. I had sore throat where I woke several days without the ability to speak which made rehearsal difficult. It then developed into a stuffed nose, left side of my face being achy, I can't hear well on that side and my deep, gut retching  sounding cough.

I got so many medicine sweets/things to unblocked your nose in my house that you think we raided the store. We didn't as I didn't feel up to it. Despite being ill, I have continued doing my exercise and have actually lost weight this month. 4.8 pounds so soon I will be skinny and people will worry about me. Yes, I make terrible jokes about serious issues. I love chocolate. It got easy doing it.

It also makes up a stressful time as I don't have room in my room do some of the exercise and therefore I have to scout the livingroom until it empty and then ten minutes in, someone walks in, letting the dogs in who lie in awkward places on the floor and try to lick my feet. The cats just stare at you and you have the distracting moment of realising that that there cat hiding under the table.

Camp NaNoWriMo was going okay, I wasn't hitting the target everyday but other days I was writing a thousand words so I was expecting to catch up, unfortunately I slowed down due to to be terrible at writing review.  I'm terrible as I struggle to think of anything to write when I'm dealing with it. I end up just throwing thoughts at them. I think perhaps I should stop requesting so many books which I've said before, probably.

The review-thon is definitely happening but I have so far done nothing in preparation which is something that going to change hopefully the next time I'm writing this.

That's all I can think to say to you this week, join me next time where I talk about McBusted because I'm seeing them on Thursday. I'm off to write a review that will make wonder if I have opinions of my own.

CATSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!